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|summary= A warm story, written in the first - person, about secrets, a special shell and a special young girl. An insightful story for young readers and perhaps especially for those who've been bullied or who have self-harmed.

One of the worst kind of nerve-wracking days has arrived: that first day of Secondary School. As we all remember, that's part scary, part exciting for any girl (or boy too, of course, but this is a girls' school). It's an age when you're anxious about making new friends and fitting in anyway, any way but at ''her'' new school twelve-year-old Marie falls victim to a group of bullies. They call themselves The Super Six which they think makes them look important. But Marie privately renames them The Stupid Six.

Why the bullying happens is a bit of a mystery to Marie but, of course, it often begins for no obvious reason and is always totally unjust. She has other stuff to deal with as well… like feeling her family is different because in her home there is ''never enough noise or colour in the air'', the discovery of the secret that she once had an older sister (also called Marie, which she feels is spooky) who died as a baby and the fact that, even now, her mum is still affected by this. And then there's that fragment of butterfly- shaped abalone shell…

Marie is in huge emotional pain and begins cutting herself and having nightmares in which she hears the ghost of her dead baby sister crying. And she has absolutely no one to confide in. I felt really distraught for her. In fact , I couldn't put the book down because I didn't want to leave her in the middle of her sadness and confusion. This torment is a reality for bullied children who fear the repercussions of telling, or who think they can't speak up because they might sound silly or weak, or they can't burden parents with their problems because the parents are already struggling with other things. So it all becomes a heavy secret. This really comes across in the story and readers will get that sense of what it's like for Marie stuck in her bad situation.

The difficulty with keeping problems a secret is that they tend to get worse. Then they come to a head and this is exactly what happens in a very plausible and realistic way. As in real life , fate plays a part in how things pan out, but it's a relief that it does. What a stressful journey Marie has to go on to get to that point though. That saying ''what doesn't kill you makes you stronger'' comes to mind and, well, this eventually really does apply to Marie. She has such courage.

I love books that are told from the first -person point of view with the main character telling their very own story – they can really draw you in. This works particularly well with books like this for young readers. It's well-written and full of Marie's personality – the sadness, but also her humour, her determination and her hopes. By the end of the book, which has a positive and satisfying ending, I really knew her.

So it's a story with preteen bullying and self-harm, yes, but it's also about secrets, friendships, trust, understanding people, being brave and being yourself and, well, about being nearly a teenager too. As a book aimed at older children , it would be enjoyed most by readers who are around Marie's age.